Monday, September 15, 2014

after madness comes Uneducation & the "pain" of Challenge (the problem of Zoo) "defence is attack"

"Zoo" is now attacking every memory , you may find that fee-males once they "decide" and every "decision" is ALMOST as temporary as their choice of fashion...they want to Justify" by attacking their past, to make the "new" situation "comfortable" there may well come  a time, as already, happened when she will look back and regret the pain unleashed because she is confused in her lost and broken "state"  ..                                                   and uses every "different" version of attack from one extreme to the other, and still hiding from the TRUTH,  in denial..            

 every "mistake" is more valuable than the many days , months or years that she may sit around with people who tell what she may like to hear,....the universe encompasses ALL planets :)  ..she (they) get scared, and throughout life most human beings fear any major challenge ; the unknown; the  mystery,           

she wont even know her own soul...no one has even shown her how to feel it, that s why she-they cant discuss emotions..(without attac and now (without attacking me) .and its not so strange to be scared but the BIGGEST fear is of yourself.. and its easier to aim her tirade at me, again, to make "distance" and IT  IS  she who "misunderstands" I see  so clearly. not sorry for that, as I said I am "done" so if  she wants to cut off , then she must do so, but dont cover me in her  BS .that  you are just trying to fool me with it...I am here until i am not, if Zoo can deal with me, then dont...I hope she dont make any more excuses..she may cut me...but she should stop moaning.. ChRiS                            


its a matter of character and culture ; what do their parent show them, what do they learn from the society they grow in about ... its to easy to "excuse" lack of mentality....but sure, you are right, "some people" (far too many) dont value their own words... FYI... not so many years ago, if someone promised marriage and then declined they could be taken to court!!! :)  ...
promise
ˈprɒmɪs/
noun
noun: promise; plural noun: promises
  1. 1.
    a declaration or assurance that one will do something or that a particular thing will happen.
    "what happened to all those firm promises of support?"
    synonyms: word of honour, word, assurance, pledge, vow, guarantee, oath, bond, undertaking, agreement, commitment, contract, covenant, compact
    "if I don't go I'll be breaking my promise"
    • an indication that something is likely to occur.
      "dawn came with the promise of fine weather"
      synonyms: indication, hint, suggestion, sign
      "dawn came with a promise of fine weather"
  2. 2.
    the quality of potential excellence.
    "he showed great promise even as a junior officer"
    synonyms: potential, ability, aptitude, capability, capacity, potentiality; More
    "Derek showed considerable promise in a number of sports"

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the biggest "CRIME" is to use ME and my "challenge" to, in some weird way, " justify" your self-imprisonment,,just be without limits the yan kers and sheeple  will offer enough walls without you making them for yourself.  ("Freedom" G. Michael ; "i dont belong to you , and you dont belong to me, - thats what get for changing your mind")
http://antichrismith.blogspot.com/2014/08/14823-l-i-v-e-versus-e-v-i-l-after.html?showComment=1410523975715               and    http://now2balien.blogspot.com/2014/08/a-message-for-u-x-y-z.html?showComment=1410524135329     "dedicated to the NON-pole dancing Mata - hari SuZpect....."            it IS far too "easy" to insult me with accusations that help you distance yoiurself from me, carelessly, you are not here, your choice, "otherwise I could show you almost one HUNDRED mails and sms sent during the week before the event, that were paid for but undelivered ("techn ical reasons" ) ... yours sincerely Mr. Exagerated Para-Noid . as i am awakened by another suspect from your country that just arrived from Sarajevo.."====================================="and she called me yesterday to ask to come a day early, she dont want to disturb me but.. I said no, because I am resting after the event, so come today, so she arrives in the night, I arrange a taxi, she dont stay in the station she goes somewhere else, so the taxi is at the station, she isnt, I have to phone her, I already was woken at 04h by her sms.. its 06h and I am trying to find her whilst the driver waits..this is "for fun" ... she then asks if she can bring a (boy)friend she met in Sarajevo.. I told her when she arrives, she is "trouble" but she is just one of YOUR "careless" generation, dont care about anyone just themselves..a couple from Gdansk the week before, I let stay (gratis) in guest house, i gave them a room, they moved to the other, then closed (locked) the door for....so I couldnt even get in the house , then did their own thing ..looked after themselves DO YOU REALLY THINK I WANT TO MAKE FB CONTACT WITH YOUR BUDDIES OF THIS GENERATION..i have indirect contact with thousands...none of whom are "here" if I need anything...the me me me to "whom it may concern"   >>>>>>>>>> ALL of my life, since I realised  my own abilities, as a teenager, I have seen how the "sheeple" just want to steal and take from me, use me, drain me, distract ne, or are jealous of me, and I am still looking for an equal entity today in this universe , honest enough to respect...(my rare heroes have left this planet before)   and it seems SUCH a long journey, as my new "friends" are worse feinds than my "so called enemies"  (almost want to repeat the lyrics of the departed Bob Marley, who had a similar experience) "who the cap fits, let THEM WEAR IT! ... go to the place you belong and enjoy your darkness.....your ego is  willing to drag me down with you, but I will NOT go there... "he is NOT the messiah, but everyone could be,,," if they CARE!  ChRiS   in the midst of sabotage..your opposition proves me ....        "
CS> THIS is not MY "story" nor yours, nor is it the story of "ChiS and Zuzanna" ..and the detail is not important but the messages within are part of what i wanted to explain to you ..(if you had come again to stay with me at Tolosi....and is wish that you understand I dont need you to be "with me" , but i want you not to be without me..                 ..http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/What_Dreams_May_Come_%28film%29
Beyond the horizon, behind the sun At the end of the rainbow life has only begun

 In the long hours of twilight 'neath the stardust above Beyond the horizon it is easy to love           

I'm touched with desire What don't I do? Through flame and through fire I'll build my world around you           

Beyond the horizon in the Springtime or Fall Love waits forever for one and for all           

Beyond the horizon, across the divide 'Round about midnight, we'll be on the same side Down in the valley the water runs cold Beyond the horizon someone prayed for your soul           

My wretched heart is pounding I felt an angel's kiss My memories are drowning In mortal bliss
Beyond the horizon, at the end of the game Every step that you take, I'm walking the same           

Beyond the horizon, the night winds blow The theme of a melody from many moons ago The bells of St. Mary, how sweetly they chime Beyond the horizon I found you just in time           

It's dark and it's dreary I've been pleading in, in vain I'm wounded and I'm weary My repentance is plain           

Beyond the horizon O'er the treacherous sea I still can't believe that you Have set aside your love for me           

Beyond the horizon, 'neath crimson skies In the soft light of mornin' I'll follow you with my eyes Through countries and kingdoms, and temples of stone Beyond the horizon, right down at the bone           

It's the right time of the season Someone there always cared There's always a reason Why someone's life has been spared
When you believe ....

In your own life or death
Beyond the horizon The sky is so blue I've got more than a lifetime To live lovin' you           
Dylan - Beyond The Horizon
What Dreams May Come (film) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia en.wikipedia.org
What Dreams May Come is a 1998 American fantasy drama film, starring Robin Williams, Cuba Gooding, Jr., Annabella Sciorra and Max von Sydow. The film is based on the 1978 novel of the same name by Richard Matheson, and was directed by Vincent Ward.
12:04pm Jul 7
  In consideration how the NON Pole dancer cruelly treats someone who cares
SO much for her (despite her denial of the obvious) perhaps "Harvey in
Disguise " should still go to Krakow, the 2 Csers, know a good hostel...and
...
http://antichrismith.blogspot.com/2014/08/14823-l-i-v-e-versus-e-v-i-l-after.html   The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the
inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he, who
in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley
of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost
children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious
anger those who would attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you
will know my name when I lay my vengeance upon thee. ...who block YOUR
ATTENDANCE at something good for the kids

at...https://www.facebook.com/events/690990290930355
   

ChriS SmiTH
ChriS SmiTH 6:33pm Sep 1
JOIN us, begin again what has gone , boycott money- mad "soccer" go back to the socialist roots of football with TRUE REDS .. supporting ;
https://www.facebook.com/events/690990290930355 and. https://www.facebook.com/groups/wild.beautiful.footy

U E F A are the biggets rip-off artists in Football!  crooks! and F A R E is a sham!
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MY REF : CSVUW14617
Printed text from ; "HUman Right Council - Complaint procedure form"
I. Individual
Smith
Christopher Richard
British passport
Tripa Kokolja 15, 81000 Podgorica, MONTENEGRO
Tel 68 6 14427
chrismith@mypod-net
website(S) ; BLOCKED!
own behalf
II ; see attched letters ; I claim systematic profiling (against me) prejudices & discrimination ; violating; freedom of movement; communication ; right to fair process; right to family ; right to life v B.R.D ; UK ; France ; USA , the European Union & over all the UN for failing to enforce its UDHR in said states.
III; see letter to EU petitions dated 02.12.10 & to British embassy (Podgorica) Various this year.
IV ; 1 - see above.
2 - If you intertpret this, I have done all within my means, in my opinion.
V . NO!
(comments) ; I have enclosed the most supporting information available, considering many documents have gone missing & websites with my complaints deleted (or blocked) I have signed and dated each section (and scanned the original) as i expect THIS document to be tampered with, but a copy is elsewhere.C.R.S end 14618-14h.
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