Monday, September 15, 2014

after madness comes Uneducation & the "pain" of Challenge (the problem of Zoo) "defence is attack"

"Zoo" is now attacking every memory , you may find that fee-males once they "decide" and every "decision" is ALMOST as temporary as their choice of fashion...they want to Justify" by attacking their past, to make the "new" situation "comfortable" there may well come  a time, as already, happened when she will look back and regret the pain unleashed because she is confused in her lost and broken "state"  ..                                                   and uses every "different" version of attack from one extreme to the other, and still hiding from the TRUTH,  in denial..            

 every "mistake" is more valuable than the many days , months or years that she may sit around with people who tell what she may like to hear,....the universe encompasses ALL planets :)  ..she (they) get scared, and throughout life most human beings fear any major challenge ; the unknown; the  mystery,           

she wont even know her own soul...no one has even shown her how to feel it, that s why she-they cant discuss emotions..(without attac and now (without attacking me) .and its not so strange to be scared but the BIGGEST fear is of yourself.. and its easier to aim her tirade at me, again, to make "distance" and IT  IS  she who "misunderstands" I see  so clearly. not sorry for that, as I said I am "done" so if  she wants to cut off , then she must do so, but dont cover me in her  BS .that  you are just trying to fool me with it...I am here until i am not, if Zoo can deal with me, then dont...I hope she dont make any more excuses..she may cut me...but she should stop moaning.. ChRiS                            


its a matter of character and culture ; what do their parent show them, what do they learn from the society they grow in about ... its to easy to "excuse" lack of mentality....but sure, you are right, "some people" (far too many) dont value their own words... FYI... not so many years ago, if someone promised marriage and then declined they could be taken to court!!! :)  ...
promise
ˈprɒmɪs/
noun
noun: promise; plural noun: promises
  1. 1.
    a declaration or assurance that one will do something or that a particular thing will happen.
    "what happened to all those firm promises of support?"
    synonyms: word of honour, word, assurance, pledge, vow, guarantee, oath, bond, undertaking, agreement, commitment, contract, covenant, compact
    "if I don't go I'll be breaking my promise"
    • an indication that something is likely to occur.
      "dawn came with the promise of fine weather"
      synonyms: indication, hint, suggestion, sign
      "dawn came with a promise of fine weather"
  2. 2.
    the quality of potential excellence.
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    synonyms: potential, ability, aptitude, capability, capacity, potentiality; More
    "Derek showed considerable promise in a number of sports"

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the biggest "CRIME" is to use ME and my "challenge" to, in some weird way, " justify" your self-imprisonment,,just be without limits the yan kers and sheeple  will offer enough walls without you making them for yourself.  ("Freedom" G. Michael ; "i dont belong to you , and you dont belong to me, - thats what get for changing your mind")
http://antichrismith.blogspot.com/2014/08/14823-l-i-v-e-versus-e-v-i-l-after.html?showComment=1410523975715               and    http://now2balien.blogspot.com/2014/08/a-message-for-u-x-y-z.html?showComment=1410524135329     "dedicated to the NON-pole dancing Mata - hari SuZpect....."            it IS far too "easy" to insult me with accusations that help you distance yoiurself from me, carelessly, you are not here, your choice, "otherwise I could show you almost one HUNDRED mails and sms sent during the week before the event, that were paid for but undelivered ("techn ical reasons" ) ... yours sincerely Mr. Exagerated Para-Noid . as i am awakened by another suspect from your country that just arrived from Sarajevo.."====================================="and she called me yesterday to ask to come a day early, she dont want to disturb me but.. I said no, because I am resting after the event, so come today, so she arrives in the night, I arrange a taxi, she dont stay in the station she goes somewhere else, so the taxi is at the station, she isnt, I have to phone her, I already was woken at 04h by her sms.. its 06h and I am trying to find her whilst the driver waits..this is "for fun" ... she then asks if she can bring a (boy)friend she met in Sarajevo.. I told her when she arrives, she is "trouble" but she is just one of YOUR "careless" generation, dont care about anyone just themselves..a couple from Gdansk the week before, I let stay (gratis) in guest house, i gave them a room, they moved to the other, then closed (locked) the door for....so I couldnt even get in the house , then did their own thing ..looked after themselves DO YOU REALLY THINK I WANT TO MAKE FB CONTACT WITH YOUR BUDDIES OF THIS GENERATION..i have indirect contact with thousands...none of whom are "here" if I need anything...the me me me to "whom it may concern"   >>>>>>>>>> ALL of my life, since I realised  my own abilities, as a teenager, I have seen how the "sheeple" just want to steal and take from me, use me, drain me, distract ne, or are jealous of me, and I am still looking for an equal entity today in this universe , honest enough to respect...(my rare heroes have left this planet before)   and it seems SUCH a long journey, as my new "friends" are worse feinds than my "so called enemies"  (almost want to repeat the lyrics of the departed Bob Marley, who had a similar experience) "who the cap fits, let THEM WEAR IT! ... go to the place you belong and enjoy your darkness.....your ego is  willing to drag me down with you, but I will NOT go there... "he is NOT the messiah, but everyone could be,,," if they CARE!  ChRiS   in the midst of sabotage..your opposition proves me ....        "
CS> THIS is not MY "story" nor yours, nor is it the story of "ChiS and Zuzanna" ..and the detail is not important but the messages within are part of what i wanted to explain to you ..(if you had come again to stay with me at Tolosi....and is wish that you understand I dont need you to be "with me" , but i want you not to be without me..                 ..http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/What_Dreams_May_Come_%28film%29
Beyond the horizon, behind the sun At the end of the rainbow life has only begun

 In the long hours of twilight 'neath the stardust above Beyond the horizon it is easy to love           

I'm touched with desire What don't I do? Through flame and through fire I'll build my world around you           

Beyond the horizon in the Springtime or Fall Love waits forever for one and for all           

Beyond the horizon, across the divide 'Round about midnight, we'll be on the same side Down in the valley the water runs cold Beyond the horizon someone prayed for your soul           

My wretched heart is pounding I felt an angel's kiss My memories are drowning In mortal bliss
Beyond the horizon, at the end of the game Every step that you take, I'm walking the same           

Beyond the horizon, the night winds blow The theme of a melody from many moons ago The bells of St. Mary, how sweetly they chime Beyond the horizon I found you just in time           

It's dark and it's dreary I've been pleading in, in vain I'm wounded and I'm weary My repentance is plain           

Beyond the horizon O'er the treacherous sea I still can't believe that you Have set aside your love for me           

Beyond the horizon, 'neath crimson skies In the soft light of mornin' I'll follow you with my eyes Through countries and kingdoms, and temples of stone Beyond the horizon, right down at the bone           

It's the right time of the season Someone there always cared There's always a reason Why someone's life has been spared
When you believe ....

In your own life or death
Beyond the horizon The sky is so blue I've got more than a lifetime To live lovin' you           
Dylan - Beyond The Horizon
What Dreams May Come (film) - Wikipedia, the free encyclopedia en.wikipedia.org
What Dreams May Come is a 1998 American fantasy drama film, starring Robin Williams, Cuba Gooding, Jr., Annabella Sciorra and Max von Sydow. The film is based on the 1978 novel of the same name by Richard Matheson, and was directed by Vincent Ward.
12:04pm Jul 7
  In consideration how the NON Pole dancer cruelly treats someone who cares
SO much for her (despite her denial of the obvious) perhaps "Harvey in
Disguise " should still go to Krakow, the 2 Csers, know a good hostel...and
...
http://antichrismith.blogspot.com/2014/08/14823-l-i-v-e-versus-e-v-i-l-after.html   The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the
inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he, who
in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley
of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost
children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious
anger those who would attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you
will know my name when I lay my vengeance upon thee. ...who block YOUR
ATTENDANCE at something good for the kids

at...https://www.facebook.com/events/690990290930355
   

ChriS SmiTH
ChriS SmiTH 6:33pm Sep 1
JOIN us, begin again what has gone , boycott money- mad "soccer" go back to the socialist roots of football with TRUE REDS .. supporting ;
https://www.facebook.com/events/690990290930355 and. https://www.facebook.com/groups/wild.beautiful.footy

U E F A are the biggets rip-off artists in Football!  crooks! and F A R E is a sham!
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Ricky Gervais Quote Of The Day: Take a picture, NOT A trophy! @rickygervais @peta #StopTrophyHunting pic.twitter.com/XzmdRB9DOR
               
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Harvey> 3:31pm Aug 29
Sell Your Crap, Pay Off Your Debt, And Do What You Love! This Makes It All Possible!
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Balkan Eco Village
  • Tijana ; introduced me to this project
       posted in Global REdS Supporters Union Network ; dont complain; CAMPAIGN
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SCLOG: F ecking S tupid G *ts V Beautiful footy for the People
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Harve> 2:52pm Apr 30
Yet Another Disease That Responds Better to Marijuana Than Prescription Drugs
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The National Pain Foundation conducted a recent online survey looking at 1,300 subjects.
   
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MY REF : CSVUW14617
Printed text from ; "HUman Right Council - Complaint procedure form"
I. Individual
Smith
Christopher Richard
British passport
Tripa Kokolja 15, 81000 Podgorica, MONTENEGRO
Tel 68 6 14427
chrismith@mypod-net
website(S) ; BLOCKED!
own behalf
II ; see attched letters ; I claim systematic profiling (against me) prejudices & discrimination ; violating; freedom of movement; communication ; right to fair process; right to family ; right to life v B.R.D ; UK ; France ; USA , the European Union & over all the UN for failing to enforce its UDHR in said states.
III; see letter to EU petitions dated 02.12.10 & to British embassy (Podgorica) Various this year.
IV ; 1 - see above.
2 - If you intertpret this, I have done all within my means, in my opinion.
V . NO!
(comments) ; I have enclosed the most supporting information available, considering many documents have gone missing & websites with my complaints deleted (or blocked) I have signed and dated each section (and scanned the original) as i expect THIS document to be tampered with, but a copy is elsewhere.C.R.S end 14618-14h.
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Thursday, September 11, 2014

"The Missionary position" - what is madness?




*in response to Zu (zoo) a.ka. "the non-pole dancing SuZpect or "Mata Hari" ....... who claims "its madness" that I dare to believe i know more than she,,, it is like pouring petrol on a fire to say this to most fee-males....                   Madness? ok, explain what "madness" is... can u? ... in a world where people kill maime and destroy their brothers and sisters , for ego, power, or simply because they are told the "others" are different, where the air is polluted by fuel fumes which could have been eradicated 100 years ago,(by alternative energy) where people are still building nuclear plants and vote for governments that discriminate and enable enough weapons to kill every adult and child or insect several times over, where you and the people in your societies lie daily to "climb the pyramid" ...or, to save face,,, where 25000 kids die because you all allow the "matrix" to use you as slaves... ? explain what is "madness" ?... you equate time with knowledge , you exchanged all types of intimacy without knowing me,,, so who and what is mad ? you have obviously just stepped back into your prison and buried the Zuzanna you let "go" here ........with me,...that is

"madness" isnt it.. but you fight the "cure" dont you? "Mata"                                                          is it "Madness2"??? to want to create a clean and natural environment?
Balkan Eco Village
  • my language coach ; Tijana ; introduced me to this project ; notes.. "Location: 25-30km from capital...
MADNESS 3  ???,,...is it "madness to block a not -for profit video ?https://www.facebook.com/n/?video%2Feditvideo.php&v=243037839238872&aref=6471061&medium=email&mid=a1b20c7G5af474e595d7G62bd95G3dG2b3d&bcode=1.1404117914.AbnkV7I_aodlQ207&n_m=cs%40monty-logic-club.org                                                                                                     or to make an event to help kids be self -supporting ...
https://www.facebook.com/events/690990290930355                                                                                                           
REdNeT 9:00pm Aug 22
The path of the righteous man is beset on all sides by the inequities of the selfish and the tyranny of evil men. Blessed is he, who in the name of charity and good will, shepherds the weak through the valley of darkness, for he is truly his brother's keeper and the finder of lost children. And I will strike down upon thee with great vengeance and furious anger those who would attempt to poison and destroy my brothers. And you will know my name when I lay my vengeance upon thee. ...who block YOUR ATTENDANCE at something good for the kids at...https://www.facebook.com/events/690990290930355
                            http://rednet-alien.blogspot.com/2014/08/we-are-jamie-oliver-club-of-footy-and.html                                                                                                 ???        
MaDnEsS 4 that my now 18 year old son, is so "possessed" by his mothers vile obsession with him,and polution of him, that he dare not even open himself up for "the truth" ..and the truth is that he was stolen because I dared to oppose "germoney" and the prejudices of the people living in that imprisoned society- he has never been given a CHANCE to know me , who i was, who i am or who i will be...P.A.S..is worse than FEE-male  PMT..
Chris Forb Dix
Chris  4:22pm Aug 11
My estranged son (Leon) is 18 today he onl;y know what his mother told him about me (she won her "possesion") be a man, find out who I really am!
??MADneSS 5  , when CSerS dont respect the Host who offers  free accomodation , food  hospitality and more.... late changes of plans that disrupt my  programme and affect "would be CSers" that wanted to stay with me..       some examples ;  
Hey Chris! I think that we misunderstood each other when it comes to hosting us in Montenegro - I still have the sms where I wrote u that we won't sleep in Podgorica, but if we will come to the city, I ll let you know so that we can meet. That's why I am surprised that you said that "hosting was belatedly cancelled" on my profile. You know that when you travel plans sometimes changed and you cannot predict everything - we caught a transport to Kotor directly and since we were in a rush cuz of our plane to Poland again from Belgrade we couldn t stay in Podgorica.
When it comes to your proposition - I have started studying in France, so I won't be in Poland that time, anyway I am sure that you gonna meet a lot of nice people.
Take care,
Kamila
Fernanda> , Thanks for your fast answer Chris!
I understand you need to know in advance when I arrive, it seems logical to me... the problem is I have to wait until 4pm that the bus office information opens to know the bus schedule to pogdorica... until know I have all kind of confusing information... like there only early morning buses or exactly the contrary that there are only one evening bus... that is why I will know once the information office is open.     (BUT....)                                                       
Fernanda Jardon from Argentina >  
I let you know as soon as I knew myself first and when I found a proper internet connexion. I ve already apologize to you and I would like to repeat how much I m sorry not surf your couch... I was looking forward to meet you after all I read on your profile!
Hope you are not mad with me and I didnt ruin some other cs plans.
Hope we can meet another time
Fernanda
      Ella Janatuinen > has written the following reference about you on your
profile:
I send few couch requests at the same town, cause i wanted to be sure that
i'll meet some local people to hang out and get a place to sleep. i think
that almost every people send more than one request to cities and that's
why sometimes you have to cancel some other one, if you got more than one
place to be. Well i got two mail from other hosts and they both promised to
host me. i decided to choose the other one, cause this guy had few negative
references. I told immediately when i got internet, that i'm not coming
cause i found another host. (many days before arriving and like couple days
after sending request) He get mad and blame me to waste his time and that i
utilized people. I'm glad that i did not went there and i found a better
host. If he is only one, who could host you, better idea is to take a
hostel then.
Teresa Sexton from Slovakia >  
Chris,
I'm really sorry, but my travel in Croatia has turned into such a nightmare. There is no way for me reasonably make it Montenegro. The only way from here to Dubrovnik is a bus that leaves at 7:30 am and will get into Dubrovnik too late for me to catch the only bus from Dubrovnik to Podgorica (11:00). I was told by the ticket agents when I came here that there are ferries "all the time" from here, but that is not true. I cannot believe how difficult it has been to get accurate information about traveling here. I have lost two days days already because people who are supposed to know the time schedules gave me inaccurate information. I spent one entire night sitting in a chair (7 hours) in a RV reception office because I was told I could catch an 11:30pm bus from Plitvice to Split and that bus never came! Now this will make three days lost and there is no way for me to come to Montenegro-for one day now--and then try to make it to Belgrade where I have to be on the 29th. I'm extremely tired and frustrated that it has been so stressful. I was really looking forward to coming to Montenegro, but at this point it seems impossible. I am really sorry and I appreciate that you tried to help, but it is NOT as easy as people seem to think it is to catch the right buses and ferries and make connections when you can't get a straight answer from anyone and even the websites aren't accurate sometimes!! I wish I did not have to cancel, but I do. Maybe there will be an opportunity next year and I will skip Croatia and just come to Montenegro.
Best Wishes,
Teresa
                                                                                                                                 
 
Elżbieta Kaźmierczak from Poland ;   Hello ChriS,

unfortunately I can't go to Montenegro this year... My friend has just told me that she hasn't finished her engineering project yet.
Thank you for the reply and your good intentions
  ....and  when a racist clique takes over a previously GOOD CSing meeting...
https://www.couchsurfing.org/meetings.html?mid=179213

Vesna> Balkan Mafia IS the Couch Surfing event and this IS the right place to talk about anything regarding the meeting.. Once it switches to fB, it will be the end of it :p Artu>(un-godmother-f)This autumn the Balkan Mafia family is visiting Ljubljana and we hope to come across many fun and people-loving boys and girls, cats and dogs or street corners and benches after tasting good wine, beer and rakija ;-)

More info on activities and accommodation options is yet to come, but in the meantime do join us as the great fun is absolutely guaranteed!

WHEN: November 6th - 9th

WHERE: Ljubljana, Slovenia
http://wikitravel.org/en/Ljubljana
http://www.inyourpocket.com/data/download/ljubljana.pdf

WHAT: Expect the unexpected! :d

MEETING DETAILS:
FROM: 6. November 2014 - 12:00
TO: 9. November 2014 - 23:00

LINK: http://www.couchsurfing.org/meetings.html?mid=179213 

To "whom it may concern"   >>>>>>>>>> ALL of my life, since I realised  my own abilities, as a teenager, I have seen how the "sheeple" just want to steal and take from me, use me, drain me, distract me, or are jealous of me, and I am still looking for an equal entity today in this universe , honest enough to respect...(my rare heroes have left this planet before)   and it seems SUCH a long journey, as my new "friends" are worse feinds than my "so called enemies"  (almost want to repeat the lyrics of the departed Bob Marley, who had a similar experience) "who the cap fits, let THEM WEAR IT! ..
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pkwtJEnDprY "Man to man is so unjust, children: Ya don't know who.....to trust
Who the Cap Fit: Bob Marley: Lyrics and Song
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. go to the place you belong and enjoy your darkness.....your ego is  willing to drag me down with you, but I will NOT go there... "he is NOT the messiah, but everyone could be,,," if they CARE!  ChRiS   in the midst of sabotage..your opposition proves me ....  .https://www.facebook.com/events/690990290930355
----- Original Message -----
From: CS
To: Zuzka
Cc: harvey
Sent: Thursday, September 04, 2014 8:43 PM
Subject: CS 14904 Re: New message from Zuza Zuza

CS> ok , me too
Sent: Thursday, September 04, 2014 7:46 PM
Subject: New message from Zu

Zuza Zuza
Zu 4 September 19:16
No, Chris. I'm very very busy. Don't treat it as an insult, please
http://chrismithlog.blogspot.com/2014/09/another-emphatic-win-at-spurs-rednet.html  = more madness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!   :)    p.s. "madness" that some of the next is hidden from you, so that you only read it if you really want  to "bother"... and p.p.s  Danilo (DJ) played "step on" a RIP OFF of this "Hes gonna step on you again" https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9Lm0N4YCkgk ("Tolokoloshi man ..o r "Tolosi man" :)  gonna step on you again ..."Madness" 
? ..probably :)