111206 Reflecting after a "dark week" ...rough diary in Monty-(not really)Python-land ("12 v 10")
snips and such from the past week or so...
some music to WAKE YOU UP with...."Fire of Freedom(e)" was my "signature tune" when I broadcast on FREE radio in FREIburg with the "MUlti-CELTural Music and PIRATES club" programme ;)
anyone who reads this stuff, must be as sick as all those millions of people who live other people's lives, I write for my own amusement, in some way, to talk to myself, about about what i am doing (its often the only intelligent conversation I will get on this planet) and (i hope) as a record for my ESTRANGED children ; Leon and Noela to read one day and know something about their (E)strange(d) Dad! ...I am in an ironic mood, maybe a bit sarcasm will come through but I'll allow U to smile to... :)I like the sound of "ROLLING in the deep" ("we could have had it all") by Linkin Park (thats not a social networking site is it?) ;)
I have this problem with "management" the QUALITY of people making decisions (govt officials, corporate leaders, court judges, "teachers" and referees.. i discount lawyers & journalists, they are mostly beyond redemption) is getting worse, even being "judgemental" is considering a "politically incorrect" act ..yet WE ALL MUST decide on our actions and those of people aroound us in EVERYTHING we do, so its NOT a case of being "Judgemental" but the QUALITY of the decision... 
I feel a certain similarity right now, being "immobilised" by this broken ankle..TWO years ago I was "snowbound for almost 3 months in a remote belgian forest cabin...where i rarely saw anyone and spent xmas on my own...looks like its gonna go that way again! still sometimes when I meet people i feel like "I WANT TO BE ALONE.. ;)
for my true new "friends" to understand ..there were 2 important and emotional dates in this last week or so, I wish they were they still in my life ,Noela(link) & JACQUIhttp://unsub-b.blogspot.com/2011/12/unsub-xtra-getting-by-fire-and.html
Yet...what should i expect from this world, and the "humans" on it...?????? when 25,000 kids die daily due to the (deliberate) inbalanced distribution of this planet's resources and leading politicians arent worthy or organising a raffle..for example
Yesterday I saw on a forum...a "sick joke"???? ... the "president" of the USA... the "most powerful nation" ha ha... which has a DEBT of so much that there are too many zeros to write it on a computer programme.. (because whenever the USA needs "money" they just supply more and dont care about the consequences" is TRYING TO SAVE THE EURO? and people actually swallow this rubbish???? ;)
Yet...what should i expect from this world, and the "humans" on it...?????? when 25,000 kids die daily due to the (deliberate) inbalanced distribution of this planet's resources and leading politicians arent worthy or organising a raffle..for example
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| (see below*) This was sent out into the UNIVERSE - but NEVER Applied BY "human democracy" !!!!! |
when will you realise WE ARE the CLUB , but "YOU are the voice" (LINK)
"the manager" got only ONE finger ///..... she 's basically a nice girl , and sure my ankle hurts and she made it feel worse, as with my kids, i dont need "sympathy" and a litte of what Springstein calls the "human touch" ...make an effort..to understand FFS!dont tell me to be.. F.......Patient & get better is what I already know and I think she was ashamed to dance with me, I am a stubborn guy - its got me through HELL so I wont be changing in this life...maybe another one..ChriS SmiTH
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| With Edith (mex) Phil (luxdev) Marina(Pg) ....smiley day! (filipino lunch) |
The Media" (copied from u.r.s.u.n....
Ana Seven-REd Sean,> are U REALLY surprised that most of these "paparazzi" act like scum, I WOULD put them out of a job, but who keeps them employed, its the mass of people who buy into that rubbush because they get a kick out if rumaging through the dustbin of people's lives...(snip)
Seán Ó Cléirigh> i would want every single one of them out of jobs yes... my point was no one begrudges anyone doing their job... IF its done with respect. these people clearly have no respect. I am not surprised that the paparazzi act like scum. but i think its time law was put in place that they either buck up or f**k up. I know this is a liverpool site... but i do think its something that needs to be addressed by ALL football fans
ChriS SmiTH> Sean...seems again we talk about society's "symptoms" and not enough about CAUSE!...
a) u mention "respect" in ppl's jobs, how many carry out their LIVES with "respect" for others now?...
b) how many times have we both been disgusted by the mentality of ppl who repeat the ideas of scum journos etc
c) the paparazzi are a symptom of todays selfish moronic hordes ..who have no opinion of their own..
d) Hitler manipulated 50 odd million germans to start a holocaust that caused 10s of millions lives and global devastation, BUT...PEOPLE WANTED to have someone else solve their lives,
e) apathy is easily ruled by media... I dont buy newspapers (any) and i dont watch sky, I sift through the net to see what i need to know, and talk to people directly or over the net to add their opinions to my own.. f) and MOST important
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| Some people still try to convince you to think the capitalist TIT-(m)anic is still "afloat" .....!!!!!! |
..in the last 50 years LAWS have only served to fill the world with lawyers, and (mostyl contradictive ) rules, enabled dictatroships to justify oppression of minorities (and i include the so-called democratoc UK, and USA in this!) .. NO Sean THEY are wrong BUT PEOPLE are WRONG and when the simple articles of the UDHR(*see above) are taught FIRST to our kids, instead of the LAST thing s applied by our officials THEN we can discuss the symptoms, BUT NEVER underestimate the ability of a fool to confuse the mass... sociey was "ruled" first by "royalty" because they could organise armies to steal land and apply taxes.. then church took over, then political/religious alliences, then industry, and by the sixties the WAR business meant that the USA murdered its own president and would-be presidents because they might stop the BUSINESS of war, and now, because PEOPLE haver ALLOWED themselves to be "dumbed down" MEDIA RULES THE world...solution, we make our own, for the people by the people...and i call it (for example) "REdNeT" .... ;) so instead of wasting energy trying to treat "symptoms" like the gutter media, (which is like treating the THUMB for a heart attack) ...support MEDIA made by us, your own , mine, OURS!! :)
another "departure"....
... Mari M is leaving Pg, MNE for the Ashram? I would like to say "good-b ye" .. "Mari, I feel a deep bond of love with you x ...
It was so GOOD to look into your eyes (and soul) again today, and feel cosy again to you..thanks also for the tea & ciggies etc, and thank Boris for picking me up .. congratulations on your new situation and i am VERY JEALOUS of your coming time @ the indian Asham ... one day..maybe ..but i have work to do, this is a dark period and my "local and global" concept needs to challenge the status quo... IF THERE IS ANYTHING i can do to help you, in any way, both in your project or just to be someone (not GOD) to talk with and bounce off of... I am here/there for you! MY love & respect, ChriS xAUM Centar-Jedinstvo Ljubavi
Drage dame zakazite holisticku masazu,opustite se uz prijatnu atmosferu duboko udahnite i uzivajte ..... HOLISTICKA MASAZA - deluje na biće u celini,uspostavlja harmoniju na mentalnom,emocionalnom i fizičkom nivou.Kombinuje se vise različitih tehnika. Sinteza tehnika daje snagu masaži jer deluje na suptilne energetske kanale,čakre, i akupresurne tačke.Posle masaže osoba ima puno više energije,oslobođena je napetosti,u boljem emocionalnom stanju.Priuštite vremena za holističku masažu, bilo zbog opuštanja,bolova ili emotivnih razloga.Masaža uvek dobro dođe da nas napuni energijom za svakodnevne obaveze,a naše raspoloženje će se zasigurno poboljšati, te će nam i naše telo biti jako zahvalno. Zakazivanje na : 38268 826701 on the other hand ... a view of PAS, KID-napping by mothers...
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| child THIEF! |
" Thomas A Nagy Author and Activist: Taking exception: aiding and abetting criminal acts is a crime... thomasanagy.blogspot.com
CHRIS>UGO seems to like pics of Adolf, I always thought it was so ironic , tragic and stupid that the holocaust was caused by his influence on 5o odd million WEAK germans who bought into a propaganda psychology that maybe set the standards for modern media...and the "big blond , blue eyes aryan - promoted by a little moustached RUNT (sorry, i meant spell that with a C)
UGO said " I think thats not problem.. Well, i must meet them.. Becouse, there was ppl from est! Young ppl from politics were infiltrated in protest.. And now, the media talk about that!"
CHRIS> well if the students are "revolting" ...its at least some proof that they are awake,... and not just future fodder for feeding the "system"??
STARS>Nov 19, 2011 ....(predicting my broken ankle??) "Pay attention to your dreams tonight. You are determined to succeed and get the upper hand in the end. You must be careful of minor accidents. You will experience some financial up and down.
Nov 17, 2011 ...You will rediscover your partner in many ways. It’s no use wasting your time and energy on something that doesn’t fully satisfy you. Be careful of what you eat. You are extravagant in spending. (yes!!!)
Nov 17, 2011 ...You will rediscover your partner in many ways. It’s no use wasting your time and energy on something that doesn’t fully satisfy you. Be careful of what you eat. You are extravagant in spending. (yes!!!)
Nov 15, "Your passion will be recognized and suitably rewarded. Your vision will become clear only when you look into your heart. In the coming week, you are prone to stress and tension. Good time for signing all kinds of legal and business contracts
4th december Your passion will not be rewarded. Time to let go. (Noela and?? )Whether you think that you can, or that you can't, you are usually right.(<smile>) You should start cutting back on junk food. Use your intuition in making decisions about money. To love simply, you must show love. A pessimist sees the difficulty in every opportunity; an optimist sees the opportunity in every difficulty. (CORRECT!!!!) You may consider loosing some weight. Credit cards lure you to shop for random things you dont even need
ChriS SmiTH > posted in Action NGO (F5) GROUP.
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| Caught in the act? its al about Karma! |
or are U simply a cheat?????
Ana Seven-REd posted in M.I.A's Fan, Fun & Friendship Club
REdNET: REdNeT's Liverpool way (thanks to SHANKS).."the MediA are US"
to add....a nice thread on FB....."nostalgia food"...
- Robert Alan Roberts Chris I usually am very good with a tin opener and Ye Olde microwave, so it's new territory for me! Yesterday's result did nothing positive for your leg...Geez!
ChriS SmiTH still wont let it get me down..."we are on the road with Kenny's army" reminds me of all those great "away days" in London when wearing me scarf (just plan RED with a thin white line) was enough to put my life in danger with the local morons, once upon a time... ;) ...as for "nostalgia food" whenever I am back in Lp , its a BIG BREKKIE at Linda's cafe oppositie the Kop in breck rd ...with a big cuppa..less than a fiver!!! ..or chips with curry sauce,.... :D
ChriS SmiTH funny all those years of "playing fairly like Tommy Smith" and i never got a bad injury, survived 3 car crashes, (write offs) not a scratch...a meningitis coma, and many dark places around the world. and i fracture my ankle going over on it, with no body anywhere near me...I always said i am the one who can do me damage! ha ha!
INterNations>
The year is coming to an end and we would like to celebrate it in a duly fashion at our Last InterNations Podgorica Event of the year in the Old Royal Capital Cetinje!
We are very happy to welcome you at the last event of this year at the Cafe Bar Gaeta, in Cetinje, the old royal capital of Montenegro! Please come and join your fellow members there for drinks, snacks and live music to celebrate and have a great time chatting, mixing and mingling and enjoying the great international company!
Last InterNations Podgorica Event of the year in the Old Royal Capital Cetinje!
Location: Gaeta Caffe-Bar
Date: Thursday Dec 15, 2011 18:00
Host: Carine Hitchcock - InterNations Ambassador Podgorica
ChriS : "thanks everyone else. i am NOT looking for sympathy, its several years of an open wound, but IF you want to DO something then POST a card as I asked (see above in the thread!) thanks, as I write its for Noelas sake as much as mine, because if enough cards arrive via this route SHE at least knows I dont forget her!"
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| I am working on it, really!!!!! |
"even then, although i hope so too, we are strangers... a father should be IN the life of his children and a girl needs her Dad, she is being filled with negative propaganda, and i dont even know where or how she is.. so she may never even know where i am either.."
Noela,
The smile you gave
the love I feel
Spirit save us
& keep us Real
Dad & Girl together, is what I wish for us
have a happy birthday, good weather
nice presents and a heart full of sunshine
Daddy xxxxx
Event 2 (crazy EuRED ) link..
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| Its probably the one in the black sox that I meet! ;) |
see wanted for a "happy Chrismith " ;)
ChriS SmiTH created an event.
WANTED ; A happy ChriSmitH ! ;)
Thursday, 15 December 2011 at 00:00 -> 14th January 2012
Planet earth.
Remember if someone could be alone...at this time...make an effort, now, and throughout the year to reach out to someone and show you care, and to prove that you are indeed human(e) ?????Nov 9, 2011 ////..."You haven't failed in your relationship until you've given up. Experience is not what happens to a man, it is what a man does with what happens to him. In the coming month, you will feel full of energy. New job or a raise won’t make you a billionaire – so don’t overdo with unnecessary shopping." ;) ha ha ...)
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| Could this REdAlieN bring evoltion to the "oldest democracy" DEMO-Crissie? |
ChriS>thanks Emmanuel, (fotos at the old bridge...) "mr ambassador"
its good that U took them "at distance" (i look younger!) ha ha!
so please send me the "asylum" forms, ..question is it "greek " or "mental" asylum? most "Monty" people would probably suggest the latter! (if you can find me something creative to do in your country, I woudl come there! ) ;) ..especially if the ladies are friendlier than here! ha ha! ..Best wishes, sincerely, cu for coffee/bevvy some day! ChriS
THE Busker wrote to me ..."Hi there!
It occurred to me that I completely forgot to get in touch with you when you first gave me your card while I was home during the summer. You wrote on the back, something about creative projects? In case you don't remember, this is me:
and this is my music:
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ChriS>there U go, thats yr "plug" lets see....
Oct 24, "Your luck is about to change. (? errr?) Now is the time to believe you can succeed, imagine yourself living the life you desire, and it will all happen. Start eating more fruits and vegetables. Don't negotiate hard as you may scare away your contractors and waste great opportunities (!)
Dec 6, "You will rediscover your partner (?) in many ways. It's no use wasting your time and energy on something that doesn't fully satisfy you. Be careful of what you eat. You are extravagant in spending"(again??)You need to take advantage of new means of communication — or old ones. Use whatever you think might work, actually, as your energy is perfect for experimentation in communications" ..that is why i started REdNET....?
============= one love...
last words ....a thank U to NOvak,. who was my first & last visitor ...and a big HUG for Kaja..(Mrs Stig ? or captain slow?) who took me shopping in her "top gear truck" with her 2 kids ...thanks VERY much. ... U must be a TRUE friend???..Yesterday 11 years since I was released from the first "investigation" @freiburg u-haft.....The first of 54 complaints against "germoney" that I made at the ECHR, Strasbourg..i'm focussed ;getting past last "dark week" i need human exchange as much as food, but if u feel like another "shop4invalid" & sit @ a caffe that wd be greaT,C.
and some...visuals to leave you "smiling" ...?
and dirk is distracted ?????
with tx to RAWK.... ;)
and some...visuals to leave you "smiling" ...?
and dirk is distracted ?????
with tx to RAWK.... ;)
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